Master consoles Surendra — Praising the Gita — Secret of karmayoga — M. and Dr. Sarkar — Master praises doctor's son — On Divine Incarnation — Absolute and Relative — Dr. Sarkar on incarnation — Futility of discussion — Go beyond knowledge and ignorance — The story of the "mahut Narayana" — Master reasons with Dr. Sarkar — Illusion persists — Master praises the true householder — Advice to householders — Necessity of solitude — Example of Janaka — The householder jnani — The monk jnani — Teaching others after realizing God — Knowledge and love of God — Personal God and Impersonal Truth — Illustration of the chameleon — Illustration of ice and water — 'I-consciousness'— Parable of the cow — Harmless and injurious ego — "Ripe ego" and "unripe ego" — Childlike nature of perfect souls — "Ego of old age" — Characteristics of tamas — Turn your passions to God — Paths of knowledge and devotion — Difficulty of path of knowledge — Discussion about Divine Incarnation — Childlike faith — Three classes of teachers — Advice to householders — Faith and self-surrender.
October 18, 1885
THE DOCTORS HAD DEFINITELY diagnosed Sri Ramakrishna's illness
as
cancer. No proper arrangement for his treatment and nursing could be
made
at Dakshineswar. He needed the constant attention of a physician,
which could not be given at the temple garden. Furthermore, the
devotees
who lived in Calcutta found it very inconvenient to attend on him daily
at
Dakshineswar. Therefore the older devotees had rented a small
two-storey
house in Baghbazar, Calcutta, and had brought the Master there. Sri
Ramakrishna, however, had not liked the place and had gone to Balaram's
house.
In a few days a new house had been engaged in Syampukur, in the
northern
section of Calcutta, and the Master had been taken there. He had been
placed
under the treatment of Dr. Mahendra Lal Sarkar. The new building had
two large rooms and two smaller ones on the second floor. One of the
larger
rooms was used as the parlour, and in the other the Master lived. Of
the
two smaller rooms, one was used as a sleeping-room by the devotees, and
the
other by the Holy Mother when she came there. Near the exit to the roof
was a small, covered, square space, where the Holy Mother stayed during
tlie day and prepared the Master's food.
It was Vijaya day, the fourth day of the worship of Durga, when the
image is immersed in water. On that day the Divine Mother returns to
Her
heavenly abode at Mount Kailas, leaving gloom in the hearts of Her
devotees.
It was eight o'clock in the morning. The air was chilly. Though ill,
Sri
Ramakrishna was sitting on his bed. He was like a five-year-old child
who
knows nothing but its mother. Navagopal, M., and a few other devotees
were
present. Surendra arrived and sat down. The Divine Mother had been
worshipped at his house for the past three days. Sri Ramakrishna had
not been
able to go there on account of his illness, but he had sent some of his
disciples. Surendra was in a very unhappy mood because on this day the
image
of the Mother was to be immersed in the water.
SURENDRA: "I had to run away from home."
MASTER (to M.): "What if the image is thrown into
the water? May
Mother dwell in the heart!"
Surendra was disconsolate. He was crying to the Divine Mother and
talking
to Her. At this yearning of his beloved disciple Sri Ramakrishna could
not control his tears. He looked at M. and said-in a choked voice:
"What
bhakti! Ah, what great love he feels for God!"
MASTER (to Surendra): "Yesterday evening at seven or
seven-thirty I saw
your worship hall in a vision. I saw the divine image full of
effulgence. This
place and your hall were joined by a stream of light flowing between
them."
SURENDRA: "At that time I was crying to the Mother in the worship hall.
My elder brothers had gone upstairs. I thought the Mother said, 'I will
come again.'"
It was about eleven o'clock in the morning. Sri Ramakrishna finished
his
meal. M. poured water into his hand for him to rinse his mouth.
MASTER (to M.): "Rakhal has indigestion. It is best
to take only sattvic
food. Haven't you read about it in the Gita? Don't
you read the Gita?"
M: "Yes, sir. The Gita speaks of temperance in
eating. Sattvic food,
rajasic food, tamasic food; sattvic kindness, sattvic ego, and so on —
all these
are described in the Gita."
MASTER: "Have you a copy of the book?"
M: "Yes, sir."
MASTER: "It contains the essence of all the scriptures."
M: "The Gita describes various ways of realizing
God. You too say that
God can be reached by various paths: knowledge, devotion, work, and
meditation."
MASTER: "Do you know the meaning of karmayoga? It is to surrender to
God the fruit of all action."
M: "Yes, sir, I have read that in the Gita. It also
says that there are three
ways of performing action."
MASTER: "What are they?"
M: "First, one may perform karma to attain jnana; second, to teach
others;
third, under the impulse of one's nature."
After rinsing his mouth the Master chewed betel-leaf.
Sri Ramakrishna was talking with M. about Dr. Sarkar. M. had been at
the doctor's house the previous day to report the Master's condition.
MASTER: "What did you talk about?"
M: "There are many books in the doctor's room. I took out one to read,
and now and then read a passage aloud to Dr. Sarkar. It was a book by
Sir
Humphry Davy. He wrote about the necessity of Divine Incarnation."
MASTER: "Indeed! What did you say to the doctor?"
M: "There was one passage that stated that Divine Truth must be made
human truth to be appreciated by us; therefore Divine Incarnation is
necessary."
MASTER: "Splendid! That's very good."
M: "The author gave the illustration of the sun: one cannot look at the
sun, but one can look at its reflected rays."
MASTER: "Very fine. Anything else?"
M: "Another passage stated that real knowledge is faith."
MASTER: "That too is very good. If one has faith one has everything."
M: "The author dreamt of the Roman gods and goddesses."
MASTER: "Do such books really exist? Surely the author was inspired by
God. Did you talk of anything else?"
M: "People like Dr. Sarkar speak of doing good to the world. So I told
him what you had said about it."
MASTER (smiling): "What did I say?"
M: "About Sambhu Mallick. He had said to you: 'It is my desire to
devote
my money to the building of schools, hospitals, dispensaries, and the
like.
That will do good to many.' Thereupon you had said to him, 'Suppose God
appears before you; will you then ask Him to build schools, hospitals,
and
dispensaries?' I told the doctor another thing."
MASTER: "Those who are born to do work belong to a different class.
What else did you say?"
M: "I said to the doctor: 'If your aim is to visit the image of Mother
Kali,
what will you gain by spending all your time in giving alms to the poor
by
the roadside? First you had better somehow visit the image. Afterwards
you
may give alms to your heart's content."
MASTER: "Did you talk about anything else?"
M: "Yes. I told him that many of those who come to you have conquered
lust. Thereupon the doctor replied, 'I too have conquered lust.' I
said: 'You
are a great man. It is no wonder that you have conquered lust. But the
amazing thing is that under his influence even insignificant creatures
have
conquered it.' Afterwards I told him what you had said to Girish."
MASTER (smiling): "What did I say?"
M: "You said to Girish, 'The doctor has not been able to surpass you.'
You
said that with reference to his calling you a Divine Incarnation."
MASTER: "Discuss the doctrine of Divine Incarnation with Dr. Sarkar. He
who liberates others is an Incarnation of God. The scriptures speak of
ten,
of twenty-four, and also of innumerable Incarnations."
M: "Dr. Sarkar is keenly interested in Girish Ghosh. He always asks me
whether Girish has given up drinking. He keeps a sharp eye on him."
MASTER: "Did you tell Girish about that?"
M: "Yes, sir, I did. And I also told him about giving up drinking."
MASTER: "What did he say?"
M: "He said: 'Since you all say so, I take your words as the words of
the
Master himself. But I won't promise anything.'"
MASTER (joyously). "Kalipada told me that he had
altogether given up drinking."
It was afternoon. Dr. Sarkar arrived accompanied by his son Amrita and
Hem. Narendra and other devotees were present.
Sri Ramakrishna was talking aside to Amrita. He asked him, "Do you
meditate?" He further said to him: "Do you know what one feels in
meditation? The mind becomes like a continuous flow of oil — it thinks
of one
object only, and that is God. It does not think of anything else."
Sri Ramakrishna was talking to the devotees.
MASTER (to the doctor): "Your son does not believe
in the Incarnation of
God. That's all right. It doesn't matter if he doe's not believe in it.
"Your son is a nice boy. Why shouldn't he be? Does a mango-tree of the
fine 'Bombay' variety ever bear sour mangoes? How firm his faith in God
is! That man is a true man whose mind dwells on God. He alone is a man
whose spiritual consciousness has been awakened and who is firmly
convinced that God alone is real and all else illusory. He does not
believe in
Divine Incarnation; but what does that matter? It is enough if he
believes
that God exists, and that all this universe and its living beings are
the
manifestations of His Power — like a rich man and his garden.
"Some say that there are ten Divine Incarnations, some twenty-four,
while
others say that there are innumerable Incarnations. If you see anywhere
a
special manifestation of God's Power, you may know that God has
incarnated Himself there. That is my opinion.
"There is another view, according to which God has become all that you
see. It is like a bel-fruit, which consists of three parts: seeds,
shell, and flesh.
That which is the Absolute has also its relative aspect, and that which
is the
Relative has also its absolute aspect. You cannot set aside the
Absolute and
understand just the Relative. And it is only because there is the
Relative
that you can transcend it step by step and reach the Absolute.
"So long as 'I-consciousness' exists, a man cannot go beyond the
Relative.
Through meditation he can negate the phenomena, following the process
of 'Neti, neti', and reach the Absolute; but nothing can really be
denied, as
in the instance of the bel-fruit."
DOCTOR: "Quite true."
MASTER: "Kacha had been immersed in nirvikalpa samadhi. When his
mind was coming down to the relative plane, someone asked him, 'What do
you see now?' Kacha replied: 'I see that the universe is soaked, as it
were, in
God. Everything is filled with God. It is God alone who has become all
that
I see. I do not know what to accept and what to reject.'
"In my opinion one should realize both the Nitya and the Lila and then
live in the world as the servant of God. Hanuman saw both the Personal
God and the formless Reality. He then lived as a devotee of God, as His
servant."
M. (to himself): "So we must accept both — the
Absolute and the
Relative. Since the introduction of the Vedanta philosophy in Germany,
some of
the European philosophers, too, have been thinking along that line. But
the Master says that one cannot realize both the Nitya and the Lila
without
complete renunciation, that is to say, without totally giving up 'woman
and
gold'. Such a person must be a true renouncer; he must be totally
detached
from the world. Here lies the real difference between him and such
European philosophers as Hegel."
In Dr. Sarkar's opinion. God created men and ordained that every soul
should make infinite progress. He would not believe that one man was
greater than another. That was why he did not believe in the doctrine
of
Divine Incarnation.
DOCTOR: "I believe in infinite progress. If that is not so, then what
is the
use of leading a mere five or six years' existence in the world? I
would rather
hang myself with a rope round my neck.
"Incarnation! What is that? To cower before a man who excretes filth!
It
is absurd. But if you speak of a man as the reflection of God's Light —
yes,
that I admit."'
GIRISH (smiling): "But you have not seen God's
Light."
Dr. Sarkar was hesitating before giving a reply. A friend who sat near
him whispered something into his ear.
DOCTOR (to Girish): "You too have not seen anything
but a reflection."
GIRISH: "I see It! I see the Light! I shall prove that Sri Krishna is
an
Incarnation of God or I shall cut out my tongue!"
MASTER: "All this is useless talk. It is like the ravings of a
delirious patient.
A delirious patient says, 'I shall drink a whole tank of water; I shall
eat a
whole pot of rice.' The physician says: 'Yes, yes. You will have all
these.
We shall give you whatever you want when you are convalescent.'
"When butter is heated it sizzles and crackles. But all sound comes to
a
stop when it is thoroughly boiled. As a man's mind is, so is his
conception
of God. I have seen in rich men's houses portraits of the Queen (Queen
Victoria.) and other
aristocrats. But the devotees keep in their houses pictures of gods and
goddesses.
"Lakshmana said, 'O Rama, even a sage like Vasishthadeva was overcome
with grief on account of the death of his sons!' 'Brother,' replied
Rama,
'whoever has knowledge has ignorance also. Whoever is conscious of
light
is also conscious of darkness. Therefore go beyond knowledge and
ignorance.'
One attains that state through an intimate knowledge of God. This
knowledge is called vijnana.
"When a thorn enters the sole of your foot you have to get another
thorn.
You then remove the first thorn with the help of the second. Afterwards
you throw away both. Likewise, after removing the thorn of ignorance
with
the help of the thorn of knowledge, you should throw away the thorns of
both knowledge and ignorance.
"There are signs of Perfect Knowledge. One is that reasoning comes to
an
end. As I have just said, the butter sizzles and crackles as long as it
is not
thoroughly boiled."
DOCTOR: "But can one retain Perfect Knowledge permanently? You say
that all is God. Then why have you taken up this profession of a
paramahamsa? And why do these people attend on you? Why don't you keep
silent?'
MASTER (smiling): "Water is water whether it is
still or moves or breaks
into waves.
"I must tell you something else. Why should I not listen to the 'mahut
Narayana'? The guru had taught his disciple that everything was
Narayana.
A mad elephant was coming toward the disciple, but he did not move away
since he believed the guru's words. He thought that the elephant was
Narayana. The mahut shouted to him: 'Get away! Get away!' But the
disciple
did not move. The elephant picked him up and threw him to the ground.
The disciple was not quite dead; when his face was sprinkled with water
he regained consciousness. Being asked why he had not moved away, he
said 'Why should I? The guru said, "Everything is Narayana."' 'But, my
child,' said the guru, 'why didn't you listen to the words of the mahut
Narayana?'
"It is God who dwells within as the Pure Mind and Pure Intelligence. I
am the machine and He is its Operator. I am the house and He is the
Indweller. It is God who is the mahut Narayana."
DOCTOR: "Let me ask you something. Why do you ask me to cure your
illness?"
MASTER: "I talk that way as long as I am conscious of the 'jar' of the
'ego'. Think of a vast ocean filled with water on all sides. A jar is
immersed
in it. There is water both inside and outside the jar; but the water
does not
become one unless the jar is broken. It is God who has kept this 'jar'
of the 'ego' in me."
DOCTOR: "What is the meaning of 'ego' and all that you are talking
about? You must explain it to me. Do you mean to say that God is
playing tricks on us?"
GIRISH: "Sir, how do you know that He is not playing tricks?"
MASTER (smiling): "It is God who has kept this 'ego'
in us. All this is His
play, His lila. A king has four sons. They are all princes; but when
they
play, one becomes a minister, another a police officer, and so on.
Though a
prince, he plays as a police officer.
(To the doctor) "Listen. If you realize Atman you
will see the truth of all
I have said. All doubts disappear after the vision of God."
DOCTOR: "But is it ever possible to get rid of all doubts?"
MASTER: "Learn from me as much as I have told you. But if you want to
know more, you must pray to God in solitude. Ask Him why He has so
ordained.
"The son of the house can give a beggar only a small measure of rice.
But
if the beggar asks for his train fare, then the master of the house
must be called."
The doctor remained silent.
MASTER: "Well, you love reasoning. All right. Let us reason a little.
Listen. According to the jnani there is no Incarnation of God. Krishna
said
to Arjuna: 'You speak of Me as an Incarnation of God. Let Me show you
something. Come with Me.' Arjuna had followed Sri Krishna a short
distance, when Sri Krishna asked him, 'What do you see there?' Arjuna
replied, 'A big tree with black berries hanging in bunches.' Krishna
said,
'Those are not black berries. Go nearer and look at them.' Arjuna went
nearer and saw that they were Krishnas hanging in bunches. 'Do you see
now', said Krishna, 'how many Krishnas like Me have grown there?'
"Kavirdas said of Krishna, 'He danced like a monkey to the clapping of
the gopis!'
"As you go nearer to God you see less and less of His upadhis, His
attributes. A devotee at first may see the Deity as the ten-armed
Divine
Mother; when he goes nearer he sees Her possessed of six arms; still
nearer,
he sees the Deity as the two-armed Gopala. The nearer he comes to the
Deity, the fewer attributes he sees. At last, when he comes into the
presence
of the Deity, he sees only Light without any attributes.
"Listen a little to the Vedantic reasoning. A magician came to a king
to
show his magic. When the magician moved away a little, the king saw a
rider on horseback approaching him. He was brilliantly arrayed and had
various weapons in his hands. The king and the audience began to reason
out what was real in the phenomenon before them. Evidently the horse
was
not real, nor the robes, nor the armour. At last they found out beyond
the
shadow of a doubt that the rider alone was there. The significance of
this
is that Brahman alone is real and the world unreal. Nothing whatsoever
remains if you analyse."
DOCTOR: "I don't object to this."
MASTER: "But it is not easy to get rid of illusion. It lingers even
after
the attainment of Knowledge. A man dreamt of a tiger. Then he woke up
and his dream vanished. But his heart continued to palpitate.
"Some thieves came to a field. A straw figure resembling a man had been
put there to frighten intruders. The thieves were scared by the figure
and
could not persuade themselves to enter the field. One of them, however,
approached and found that it was only a figure made of straw. He came
back to his companions and said, 'There is nothing to be afraid of.'
But still
they refused to go; they said that their hearts were beating fast. Then
the
daring thief laid the figure on the ground and said, 'It is nothing, it
is
nothing.' This is the process of 'Neti, neti'."
DOCTOR: "These are fine words."
MASTER (smiling): "What kind of words?"
DOCTOR: "Fine."
MASTER: "Then give me a 'Thank you'." [The Master said the words
"thank you" in English.]
DOCTOR: "Don't you know what is in my mind? I go to so much trouble
to come and visit you!"
MASTER (smiling): "No, it is not that. Say something
for the good of the
ignorant. After the death of Ravana, his brother Bibhishana refused to
be
king of Ceylon. He said: 'O Rama, I have obtained You. What shall I do
with kingship?' Rama said: 'Bibhishana, be king for the sake of the
ignorant,
for those who might ask what riches you have gained by serving Me so
much. Be king to give them a lesson.'"
DOCTOR: "Are there such ignorant people here?"
MASTER (smiling): "Oh, yes! Here you will find
oysters and snails as well
as conchs." (All laugh.)
Doctor Sarkar, who was a homeopath, gave Sri Ramakrishna two globules
of medicine. He said, "I am giving you these two globules: one is
Purusha
and the other is Prakriti." (All laugh.)
MASTER (smiling): "Oh yes, Purusha and Prakriti are
always together.
Haven't you observed pigeons? The male and female cannot live
separately.
Wherever Purusha is, there is Prakriti, and wherever Prakriti is, there
is Purusha."
It was Vijaya day. Sri Ramakrishna asked Dr. Sarkar to have some
refreshments. The devotees served him with sweets.
DOCTOR (while eating): "Now I say 'Thank you' for
the sweets; but it is
not for your teachings. Why should I give that 'Thank you' in words?"
MASTER (smiling): "The essential thing is to fix the
mind on God and to
practise meditation a little. What more shall I say? (Pointing
to the younger
Naren) Look at him. His mind totally merges in God. Those
things I was telling you —"
DOCTOR: "Tell the others also."
MASTER: "No, a man should be given food according to his power of
digestion. Can all understand what I told you? I cannot talk to
everyone as
I talked to you. Suppose a mother has bought a fish for the family. All
her
children have not the same power of digestion. For some she makes pilau
and for others she makes stew. These latter have weak stomachs." (All
laugh.)
Dr. Sarkar took his leave. It was Vijaya day, when people show their
love and respect to their friends and elders with appropriate
greetings. The
devotees all prostrated themselves before Sri Ramakrishna and took the
dust
of his feet. Then they embraced one another. Their joy knew no bounds.
The Master was seriously ill, but he made them all forget about his
illness.
The embracing and exchange of greetings continued a long time. The
devotees also took light refreshments. The younger Naren, M., and a few
other devotees sat near Sri Ramakrishna. The Master talked to them
joyfully. He spoke of Dr. Sarkar.
MASTER: "I shall not have to tell him very much. When the trunk of a
tree is cut almost to the other side, the cutter steps aside. A little
later the tree falls down of itself."
THE YOUNGER NAREN
(smiling): "Here everything is principle!"
MASTER (to M.): "The doctor has already changed a
great deal, hasn't he?"
M: "Yes, sir. When he comes here he loses his wits. He never talks
about
medicine. When we remind him of it, he says: 'Oh, yes, yes! I shall
have to
give the medicine.'"
Some of the devotees were singing in the parlour. They returned to the
Master's room. Sri Ramakrishna said: "I heard your music; but why did
you
make mistakes in the rhythm? I once heard of a man who was an adept in
discord. You sang like him." (All laugh.)
A young man, a relative of the younger Naren, arrived. He was
bespectacled and foolishly dressed. Sri Ramakrishna spoke to the
younger Naren.
MASTER: "You see, a young man was going along the road. He had put
on a pleated shirt. And how he strutted! Now and again he would display
the shirt by removing his scarf, and then look around to see if anyone
was
admiring him. But when he walked you could see that he was knock-kneed.
(All laugh.) The peacock displays its feathers; but
its feet are very dirty.
(All laugh.) The camel is very ugly. Everything
about it is ugly."
YOUNG MAN: "But it acts well."
MASTER: "Yes. But it browses on briars. It will continue to eat thorns
though its mouth bleeds. The worldly man loses his children and still
clamours for more."
October 22, 1885
It was Thursday evening, a few days after the Durga Puja. Sri
Ramakrishna sat on his bed in his room on the second floor, with Dr.
Sarkar,
Ishan, and other devotees. Although Dr. Sarkar was a very busy
physician,
he would spend a long time — sometimes six or seven hours — in Sri
Ramakrishna's company. He had great love for the Master and looked on
the
devotees as his own kith and kin. A lamp was burning in the room.
Moon-light illumined the outside world.
Addressing Ishan, a householder devotee, the Master said: "Blessed
indeed
is the householder who performs his duties in the world, at the same
time
cherishing love for the Lotus Feet of God. He is indeed a hero. He is
like a
man who carries a heavy load of two maunds on his head and at the same
time watches a bridal procession. One cannot lead such a life without
great
spiritual power. Again, such a man is like the mudfish, which lives in
the
mud but is not stained by it. Further, such a householder may be
compared
to a waterfowl. It is constantly diving under water; yet, by fluttering
its
wings only once, it shakes off all trace of wet.
"But a man must practise some spiritual discipline in order to be able
to
lead a detached life in the world. It is necessary for him to spend
some time
in solitude — be it a year, six months, three months, or even one
month. In
that solitude he should fix his mind on God and pray with a longing
heart
for love of God. He should also say to himself: 'There is nobody in
this
world who is my own. Those whom I call my own are here only for two
days. God alone is my own. He alone is my all in all. Alas, how shall I
realize Him?'
"One can live in the world after acquiring love of God. It is like
breaking
the jack-fruit after rubbing your hands with oil; the sticky juice of
the fruit
will not smear them. The world is like water and the mind like milk. If
you
put milk in water it will mix with the water. But first keep the milk
in a
quiet place and let it turn into curd. Then from the curd extract
butter.
That butter you may keep in water; it will not mix with the water, but
will float on it.
"Some members of the Brahmo Samaj said to me: 'Sir, our attitude toward
the world is that of King Janaka. Like him, we want to enjoy the world
in a
detached spirit.' I said to them: To live in the world in a detached
spirit is
very difficult. By merely saying so you cannot be a King Janaka. How
much
austerity Janaka practised! How long he remained in one posture, with
head
down and feet up! You don't have to practise these extreme disciplines.
But
you need sadhana; you should live in solitude. You may lead the life of
a
householder after having attained divine knowledge and love in
solitude.
Milk turns into curd only when it is not disturbed. The curd does not
set
if the milk is often moved from place to place or is too much
disturbed.'
"On account of his detachment from the world Janaka was also known as
the 'Videha', that is, one free from consciousness of the body. Though
living
in the world, he moved about as a jivanmukta, a free soul living in a
body.
But for most people freedom from body-consciousness is something very
far
off. Intense spiritual discipline is necessary.
"Janaka was a great hero. He fenced with two swords, the one of
knowledge and the other of work.
"You may ask, 'Is there any difference between the realizations of two
jnanis, one a householder and the other a monk?' The reply is that the
two
belong to one class. Both of them are jnanis, they have the same
experience.
But a householder jnani has reason to fear. He cannot altogether get
rid of
his fear as long as he is to live in the midst of 'woman and gold'. If
you
constantly live in a room full of soot, you are sure to soil your body,
be it
ever so little, no matter how clever you may be.
"After extracting the butter, it you keep it in a new pot, then there
is no
chance of its getting spoiled. But if you keep the butter in a pot
where curd
has been kept, well, then it is doubtful whether it will keep its
flavour. (Laughter.)
"When they parch rice, a few grains jump out of the frying-pan to the
ground. These are white, like mallika flowers, without the slightest
stain
on them. But the grains that remain in the pan are also good, though
not as
immaculate as the fresh mallika flower. They are a little stained. In
the
same way, if a monk who has renounced the world attains divine wisdom,
he appears as spotless as the white flower; but one who stays in the
frying-pan of the world after attaining Knowledge may get a little
blemish. (All laugh.)
"Once a bhairavi came to King Janaka's court. At the sight of the
woman,
the king bent his head and cast his eyes to the ground. At this the
bhairavi
said, 'O Janaka, even now you are afraid of a woman!' Through Perfect
Knowledge a man becomes like a child five years old; he does not know
the
distinction between a man and a woman.
"Although a jnani living in the world may have a little blemish, yet
this
does not injure him. The moon undoubtedly has dark spots, but these do
not
obstruct its light.
"After realizing God, some souls perform work in order to teach men.
Janaka, Narada, and others like them, belong to this group. But one
must
possess power in order to be able to teach others. The sages of old
were
busy attaining knowledge for themselves. But teachers like Narada went
about doing good to others. They were real heroes.
"A worthless stick floating on the water sinks under the weight of a
bird;
but a heavy and substantial log floating on the water can support a
cow, a
man, or even an elephant. A steamboat not only crosses the water itself
but
carries many human beings with it. Teachers like Narada may be compared
to the heavy log of wood or the steamboat.
"One man, after eating a tasty morsel, removes every trace of it by
wiping
his face carefully with a towel, lest anyone should know. (All
laugh.)
Another, again, having got a mango, not only enjoys it himself but
shares
it with others.
"Even after having attained Perfect Knowledge, teachers like Narada
retained love of God in their minds for the welfare of others."
DOCTOR: "Jnana makes a man speechless. He closes his eyes and sheds
tears. Then he needs bhakti."
MASTER: "Bhakti may be likened to a woman who has access to the inner
court of a house. Jnana can go only as far as the outer rooms."
DOCTOR: "All women are not allowed to enter the inner court, for
instance,
prostitutes. Hence the need of jnana."
MASTER: "A man may not know the right path, but if he has bhakti and
the desire to know God, then he attains Him through the force of sheer
bhakti. Once a sincere devotee set out on a pilgrimage to the temple of
Jagannath in Puri. He did not know the way; he went west instead of
south.
He no doubt strayed from the right path, but he always eagerly asked
people
the way, and they gave him the right directions, saying, This is not
the
path; follow that one.' At last the devotee was able to get to Puri and
worship
the Deity. So you see, even if you are ignorant, someone will tell you
the
way if you are earnest."
DOCTOR: "But the devotee in his ignorance did lose his way."
MASTER: "Yes, such a thing happens, no doubt. But a man reaches the
goal in the end."
A DEVOTEE: "Has God a form or is He formless?"
MASTER: "God has form and, again. He is formless. Once upon a time a
sannyasi entered the temple of Jagannath. As he looked at the holy
image
he debated within himself whether God had a form or was formless. He
passed his staff from left to right to feel whether it touched the
image. The
staff touched nothing. He understood that there was no image before
him;
he concluded that God was formless. Next he passed the staff from right
to
left. It touched the image. The sannyasi understood that God had form
Thus he realized that God has form and, again, is formless.
"But it is extremely difficult to understand this. Naturally the doubt
arises in the mind: if God is formless, how then can He have form?
Further,
if He has a form, why does He have so many forms?"
DOCTOR: "God has created all these forms in the world; therefore He
Himself has a form. Again, He has created the mind; therefore He is
formless. It is possible for God to be everything."
MASTER: 'These things do not become clear until one has realized God.
He assumes different forms and reveals Himself in different ways for
the
sake of His devotees. A man kept a solution of dye in a tub. Many
people
came to him to have their clothes dyed. He would ask a customer, 'What
colour should you like to have your cloth dyed?' If the customer wanted
red,
then the man would dip the cloth in the tub and say, 'Here is your
cloth
dyed red.' If another customer wanted his cloth dyed yellow, the man
would dip his cloth in the same tub and say, 'Here is your cloth dyed
yellow.'
If a customer wanted his cloth dyed blue, the man would dip it in the
same
tub and say, 'Here is your cloth dyed blue.' Thus he would dye the
clothes
of his customers different colours, dipping them all in the same
solution.
One of the customers watched all this with amazement. The man asked
him, 'Well? What colour do you want for your cloth?' The customer said,
'Brother, dye my cloth the colour of the dye in your tub.' (Laughter.)
"Once a man went into a wood and saw a beautiful creature on a tree.
Later he told a friend about it and said, 'Brother, on a certain tree
in the
wood I saw a red-coloured creature.' The friend answered: 'I have seen
it
too. Why do you call it red? It is green.' A third man said: 'Oh, no,
no! Why
do you call it green? It is yellow.' Then other persons began to
describe the
animal variously as violet, blue, or black. Soon they were quarrelling
about
the colour. At last they went to the tree and found a man sitting under
it.
In answer to their questions he said: 'I live under this tree and know
the
creature very well. What each of you has said about it is true.
Sometimes
it is red, sometimes green, sometimes yellow, sometimes blue, and so
forth
and so on. Again, sometimes I see that it has no colour whatsoever.'
"Only he who constantly thinks of God can know His real nature. He
alone knows that God reveals Himself in different forms and different
ways,
that He has attributes and, again, has none. Only the man who lives
under
the tree knows that the chameleon can assume various colours and that
sometimes it remains colourless. Others, not knowing the whole truth,
quarrel among themselves and suffer.
"Yes, God has form and, again. He has none. Do you know how it is?
Brahman, Existence-Knowledge-Bliss Absolute, is like a shoreless ocean.
In
the ocean visible blocks of ice are formed here and there by intense
cold.
Similarly, under the cooling influence, so to speak, of the bhakti of
Its
worshippers, the Infinite transforms Itself into the finite and appears
before
the worshipper as God with form. That is to say, God reveals Himself to
His
bhaktas as an embodied Person. Again, as, on the rising of the sun, the
ice
in the ocean melts away, so, on the awakening of jnana, the embodied
God
melts back into the infinite and formless Brahman."
DOCTOR: "Yes. When the sun is up, the ice melts; and what is more, the
heat of the sun turns the water into invisible vapour."
MASTER: "Yes, that is true. As a result of the discrimination that
Brahman
alone is real and the world illusory, the aspirant goes into samadhi.
Then,
for him, the forms or attributes of God disappear altogether. Then he
does
not feel God to be a Person. Then he cannot describe in words what God
is.
And who will describe it? He who is to describe does not exist at all;
he no
longer finds his 'I'. To such a person Brahman is attributeless. In
that state
God is experienced only as Consciousness, by man's inmost
consciousness.
He cannot be comprehended by the mind and intelligence.
"Therefore people compare bhakti, love of God, to the cooling light of
the moon, and jnana, knowledge, to the burning rays of the sun. I have
heard that there are oceans in the extreme north and extreme south
where
the air is so cold that it freezes the water into huge blocks of ice
here and
there. Ships cannot move there; they are stopped by the ice."
DOCTOR: "Then in the path of bhakti the aspirant meets with obstacles."
MASTER : "Yes, that is true. But it does not cause the devotee any
harm.
After all, it is the water of the Ocean of Brahman,
Existence-Knowledge-Bliss Absolute, that is frozen into ice. It will
not injure you if you continue
to reason, saying, for instance, that Brahman alone is real and the
world
illusory. This reasoning will awaken in you jnana, which, like the sun,
will
melt the ice of divine forms hack into the infinite Ocean of Brahman,
Existence-Knowledge-Bliss Absolute.
"In the samadhi that comes at the end of reasoning and discrimination,
no such thing as 'I' exists. But it is extremely difficult to attain
it;
'I-consciousness' lingers so persistently. That is why a man is born
again and again
in this world.
"The cow suffers so much because she says, 'Hamba! Hamba!', that is,
'I!
I!' She is yoked to the plough all day long, rain or shine. Or she is
slaughtered
by the butcher. But even that doesn't put an end to her misery. The
cobbler
tans her hide to make shoes from it. At last the carder makes a string
for his
bow from her entrails and uses the string in carding; then it says,
'Tuhu!
Tuhu!', that is, 'Thou! Thou!' Only then does the cow's suffering come
to an end.
"Likewise, only when a man says: 'Not I! Not I! I am nobody. O Lord,
Thou art the Doer and I am Thy servant; Thou art the Master', is he
freed
from all sufferings; only then is he liberated."
DOCTOR: "But one must fall into the hands of the carder." (All
laugh.)
MASTER: "If this ego cannot be got rid of, then let the rascal remain
as
the servant of God. (All laugh.)
"A man may keep this ego even after attaining samadhi. Such a man feels
either that he is a servant of God or that he is a lover of God.
Sankaracharya
retained the 'ego of Knowledge'1
to teach men spiritual life. The 'servant ego',
the 'Knowledge ego', or the 'devotee ego' may be called the 'ripe ego'.
It is
different from the 'unripe ego', which makes one feel: 'I am the doer.
I am
the son of a wealthy man. I am learned. I am rich. How dare anyone
slight
me?' A man with an 'unripe ego' cherishes such ideas. Suppose a thief
has
entered such a man's house and stolen some of his belongings. If the
thief
is caught, all the articles will be snatched away from him. Then he
will be
beaten. At last he will be handed over to the police. The owner of the
stolen goods will say: 'What! This rogue doesn't know whose house he
has entered!'
"After realizing God, a man becomes like a child five years old. The
ego of
such a man may be called the 'ego of a child', the 'ripe ego'. The
child is
not under the control of any of the gunas. He is beyond the three
gunas. He
is not under the control of any of the gunas — sattva, rajas, or tamas.
Just
watch a child and you will find that he is not under the influence of
tamas.
One moment he quarrels with his chum or even fights with him, and the
next moment he hugs him, shows him much affection, and plays with him
again. He is not even under the control of rajas. Now he builds his
play
house and makes all kinds of plans to make it beautiful, and the next
moment he leaves everything behind and runs to his mother. Again, you
see him wearing a beautiful piece of cloth worth five rupees. After a
few
moments the cloth lies on the ground; he forgets all about it. Or he
may
carry it under his arm. If you say to the child: 'That's a beautiful
piece of
cloth. Whose is it?', he answers: 'Why, it is mine. My daddy gave it to
me.'
You may say, 'My darling, won't you give it to me?' and he will reply:
'Oh
no, it is mine. My daddy gave it to me. I won't give it to you.' Some
minutes
later you may coax him with a toy or a music-box worth a penny, and he
will give you the cloth. Again, a child five years old is not attached
even to
sattva. You may find him today very fond of his playmates in the
neighbourhood;
he doesn't feel happy for a moment without seeing them; but tomorrow,
when he goes to another place with his parents, he finds new playmates;
all his love is now directed to his new friends, and he almost forgets
about his old ones. Further, a child has no pride of caste or family.
If his
mother says to him about a certain person, 'This man is your elder
brother',
he believes this to be one hundred per cent true. One of the two may
have
been born in a brahmin family and the other may belong to a low caste,
say that of the blacksmiths, but they will take their meal from the
same
plate. A child is beyond all ideas of purity and impurity. He is not
bound
by social conventions. He doesn't hesitate to come out naked before
others.
"Then there is an 'ego of old age'. (Dr. Sarkar laughs.)
An old man has
many shackles: caste, pride, shame, hatred, and fear. Furthermore, he
is
bound by the ideas of worldly cleverness, calculating intelligence, and
deceit.
If he is angry with anybody, he cannot shake it off easily; perhaps he
keeps
the feeling as long as he lives. Again, there is the 'ego of
scholarship' and
tile 'ego of wealth'. The 'ego of old age' is an 'unripe ego'.
(To the doctor) "There are a few men who cannot
attain knowledge of
God: men proud of their scholarship, proud of their education, or proud
of their wealth. If you speak to such people about a holy man and ask
them
to visit him, they make all kinds of excuses and will not go. But in
their
heart of hearts they think: 'Why, we are big people ourselves. Must we
go
and visit someone else?'
'A characteristic of tamas is pride. Pride and delusion come from tamas.
"It is said in the Purana that Ravana had an excess of rajas,
Kumbhakarna
of tamas, and Bibhishana of sattva. That is why Bibhishana was able to
receive the grace of Rama. Another characteristic of tamas is anger.
Through
anger one loses one's wits and cannot distinguish between right and
wrong.
In a fit of anger Hanuman set fire to Lanka, without thinking for a
moment
that the fire might also burn down the hut where Sita lived.
"Still another feature of tamas is lust. Girindra Ghosh of
Pathuriaghata
once remarked. 'Since you cannot get rid of your passions — your lust,
your
anger, and so on — give them a new direction. Instead of desiring
worldly
pleasures, desire God. Have intercourse with Brahman. If you cannot get
rid of
anger, then change its direction. Assume the tamasic attitude of
bhakti, and
say: 'What? I have repeated the hallowed name of Durga, and shall I not
be
liberated? How can I be a sinner any more? How can I be bound any
more?'
If you cannot get rid of temptation, direct it toward God. Be
infatuated with
God's beauty. If you cannot get rid of pride, then be proud to say that
you
are the servant of God, you are the child of God. Thus turn the six
passions toward God."
DOCTOR: "It is very hard to control the sense-organs. They are like
restive
horses, whose eyes must be covered with blinkers. In the case of some
horses
it is necessary to prevent them from seeing at all."
MASTER: "A man need not fear anything if but once he receives the grace
of God, if but once he obtains the vision of God, if but once he
attains
Self-Knowledge. Then the six passions cannot do him any harm.
"Eternally perfect souls like Narada and Prahlada did not have to take
the trouble to put blinkers on their eyes. The child who holds his
father's
hand, while walking along the narrow balk in the paddy-field, may
loosen
his hold in a moment of carelessness and slip into the ditch. But it is
quite
different if the father holds the child's hand. Then the child never
falls into the ditch."
DOCTOR: "But it is not proper for a father to hold his child by the
hand."
MASTER: "It is not quite like that. Great sages have childlike natures.
Before God they are always like children. They have no pride. Their
strength
is the strength of God, the strength of their Father. They have nothing
to
call their own. They are firmly convinced of that."
DOCTOR: "Can you make a horse move forward without first covering his
eyes with blinkers? Can one realize God without first controlling the
passions?"
MASTER: "What you say is according to the path of discrimination. It is
known as jnanayoga. Through that path, too, one attains God. The jnanis
say that an aspirant must first of all purify his heart. First he needs
spiritual
exercises; then he will attain Knowledge.
"But God can also be realized through the path of devotion. Once the
devotee develops love for the Lotus Feet of God and enjoys the singing
of
His name and attributes, he does not have to make a special effort to
restrain
his senses. For such a devotee the sense-organs come under control of
themselves.
"Suppose a man has just lost his son and is mourning his death. Can he
be in a mood to quarrel with others that very day, or enjoy a feast in
the
house of a friend? Can he, that very day, show his pride before others
or
enjoy sense pleasures?
"If the moth discovers light, can it remain in darkness any longer?"
DOCTOR (with a smile): "Of course it cannot. It
would rather fly into the
flame and perish."
MASTER: "Oh no, that's not so. A lover of God does not burn himself to
death, like a moth. The light to which he rushes is like the light of a
gem.
That light is brilliant, no doubt, but it is also cooling and soothing.
That
light does not scorch his body; it gives him joy and peace.
"One realizes God by following the path of discrimination and
knowledge.
But this is an extremely difficult path. It is easy enough to say such
things
as, 'I am not the body, mind, or intellect; I am beyond grief, disease,
and
sorrow; I am the embodiment of Existence Knowledge-Bliss Absolute; I am
beyond pain and pleasure; I am not under the control of the
sense-organs',
but it is very hard to assimilate these ideas and practise them.
Suppose I see
my hand cut by a thorn and blood gushing out; then it is not right for
me
to say: 'Why, my hand is not cut by the thorn! I am all right.' In
order to
be able to say that, I must first of all burn the thorn itself in the
fire of Knowledge.
"Many people think they cannot have knowledge or understanding of
God without reading books. But hearing is better than reading, and
seeing
is better than hearing. Hearing about Benares is different from reading
about
it; but seeing Benares is different from either hearing or reading.
"Those actually engaged in a game of chess do not always judge the
moves on the board correctly. The onlookers often judge the moves
better
than the players. Worldly people often think themselves very
intelligent,
but they are attached to the things of the world. They are the actual
players
and cannot understand their own moves correctly. But holy men, who have
renounced everything, are unattached to the world; they are really more
intelligent than worldly people. Since they do not take any part in
worldly
life, their position is that of onlookers, and so they see things more
clearly."
DOCTOR (to the devotees): "If he [meaning Sri
Ramakrishna] had studied
books he could not have acquired so much knowledge. Faraday communed
with nature; that is why he was able to discover many scientific
truths. He
could not have known so much from the mere study of books. Mathematical
formulas only throw the brain into confusion and bar the path of
original inquiry."
MASTER: "There was a time when I lay on the ground in the Panchavati
and prayed to the Divine Mother, 'O Mother, reveal to me what the
karmis (The ritualists.)
have realized through their ritualistic worship, what the yogis have
realized
through yoga, and what the jnanis have realized through
discrimination.'
How much I communed with the Divine Mother! How can I describe it all?
"Ah, what a state I passed through! Sleep left me completely."
The Master sang:
My sleep is broken; how can I slumber any
more?
For now I am wide awake in the sleeplessness of yoga.
O Divine Mother, made one with Thee in yoga-sleep2
at last,
My slumber I have lulled asleep for evermore.
A man has come to me from a country where there is no night;
Rituals and devotions have all grown profitless tor me.
He continued: "I have not read books. But people show me
respect because
I chant the name of the Divine Mother. Sambhu Mallick said about me,
'Here is a great hero without a sword or shield!'" (Laughter.)
The conversation turned to the performance of a drama by Girish Ghosh
called The Life of Buddha. The doctor had seen the
play and been much pleased with it.
DOCTOR (to Girish): "You are a very bad man. Must I
go to the theatre
every day?"
MASTER (to M.): "What does he say? I don't quite
understand."
M: "The doctor liked the play very much."
MASTER (to Ishan): "Why don't you say something? (Pointing
to the
doctor) He does not believe that God can incarnate Himself in
a human form."
ISHAN: "What shall I say, sir? I don't like to argue any more."
MASTER (sharply): "Why? Won't you say the right
thing?"
ISHAN (to the doctor): "Our faith is shallow on
account of our pride. It
is said in the Ramayana that a crow named Bhushandi did not at first
accept
Rama as an Incarnation of God. Once it incurred Rama's displeasure. It
travelled through the different worlds — the lunar, solar, and so forth
— and
through Mount Kailas, to escape Rama's wrath. But it found that it
could
not escape. Then it surrendered itself to Him and took refuge at His
feet.
Rama took the crow in His hand and swallowed it. Thereupon the crow
found that it was seated in its own nest in a tree. After its pride had
thus
been crushed, the bird came to realize that though Rama looked like any
other man, yet He contained in His stomach the entire universe — sky,
moon, sun, stars, oceans, rivers, men, animals, and trees."
MASTER (to the doctor): "It is very difficult to
understand that God can
be a finite human being and at the same time the all-pervading Soul of
the
universe. The Absolute and the Relative are His two aspects. How can we
say
emphatically with our small intelligence that God cannot assume a human
form? Can we ever understand all these ideas with our little intellect?
Can
a one-seer pot hold four seers of milk?
"Therefore one should trust in the words of holy men and great souls,
those who have realized God. They constantly think of God, as a lawyer
of his
lawsuits. Do you believe the story of the crow Bhushandi?"
DOCTOR: "I accept as much as I want to. All difficulties come to an end
if only God reveals His true nature to the seeker. Then there can be no
confusion. How can I accept Rama as an Incarnation of God? Take the
example
of His killing Vali, the monkey chieftain. He hid Himself behind a
tree,
like a thief, and murdered Vali. This is how a man acts, and not God."
GIRISH: "But, sir, such an action is possible only for God."
DOCTOR: "Then take the example of His sending Sita into exile."
GIRISH: "This too, sir, is possible only for God, not for man."
ISHAN (to the doctor): "Why don't you believe in the
Incarnation of
God? Just now you said that God has form since He has created all these
forms, and that God is formless since He has created the mind, which is
without form. A moment ago you said that everything is possible for God.
MASTER (laughing): "It is not mentioned in his
'science' that God can
take human form; so how can he believe it? (All laugh.)
"Listen to a story. A man said to his friend, 'I have just seen a house
fall
down with a terrific crash.' Now, the friend to whom he told this had
received
an English education. He said: 'Just a minute. Let me look it up in the
newspaper.' He read the paper but could not find the news of a house
falling
down with a crash. Thereupon he said to his friend: 'Well, I don't
believe
you. It isn't in the paper; so it is all false.'" (All laugh.)
GIRISH (to the doctor): "You must admit that Krishna
is God. I will not
let you look on Him as a mere man. You must admit that He is either God
or a demon."
MASTER: "Unless a man is guileless, he cannot so easily have faith in
God. God is far, far away from the mind steeped in worldliness. Worldly
intelligence creates many doubts and many forms of pride — pride of
learning,
wealth, and the rest. (Pointing to the doctor) But
he is guileless.
"How guileless Keshab Sen was! One day he visited the Kali temple at
Dakshineswar. At about four in the afternoon he went around to the
guest-house, where the poor are fed, and asked when the beggars would
be fed.
He didn't know that it was too late in the day for the feeding of the
poor.
As a man's faith increases, so does his knowledge of God. The cow that
discriminates too much about food gives milk in dribblets. But the cow
that
gulps down everything — herbs, leaves, grass, husks, straw — gives milk
in
torrents. (All laugh.)
"God cannot be realized without childlike faith. The mother says to her
child, pointing to a boy, "He is your elder brother.' And the child at
once
believes that the boy is one hundred per cent his brother. Again, the
mother
says that a bogy man lives in a certain room, and the child believes
one
hundred per cent that the bogy man lives in the room. God bestows His
grace on the devotee who has this faith of a child. God cannot be
realized
by the mind steeped in worldliness."
DOCTOR (to the devotees): "It is not right, however,
to make the cow yield
milk by feeding her all sorts of things. One of my cows was fed that
way. I
drank its milk and the result was that I became seriously ill. At first
I was at
a loss to know the cause. After much inquiry I found out that the cow
had
been given the wrong things to eat. I was in a great fix. I had to go
to
Lucknow for a change to get rid of the illness. I spent twelve thousand
rupees. (Roars of laughter.)
"It is very difficult always to find out the precise relationship
between
cause and effect. A child of seven months, in a wealthy family, had an
attack
of whooping-cough. I was called in for consultation. Even after much
effort
I could not find out the cause of the illness. At last I learnt that
the child
had been given the milk of an ass that had been drenched in the rain." (All
laugh.)
MASTER (to the devotees): "How strange'. It is like
saying that a man
has an acid stomach because he passed, in his coach, under a tamarind
tree." (All laugh.)
DOCTOR (with a smile): Let me tell you another. The
captain of a ship
had a bad headache. After consultation, the doctors on board had a
blister
applied to the side of the boat." (All laugh.)
MASTER (to the doctor): "For the seekers of God the
constant company of
holy men is necessary. The disease of worldly people has become
chronic,
as it were. They should carry out the instruction of holy men. What
will
they gain by merely listening to their advice? They must not only take
the
prescribed medicine, but also follow a strict diet. Diet is important."
DOCTOR: "Yes, it is the diet. more than anything else, that causes the
cure."
MASTER: "There arc three classes of physicians: superior, mediocre, and
inferior. The interior physician feels the patient's pulse, merely asks
him
to take medicine, and then goes away. He doesn't bother to find out
whether
the patient has followed his directions. The mediocre physician gently
tries
to persuade the patient to take the medicine. He says: 'Look here. How
can
you get well without medicine? Take the medicine, my dear. I am
preparing
it with my own hands.' But the superior physician follows a different
method. If he finds the patient stubbornly refusing to swallow the
medicine,
he presses the patient's chest with his knee and forces the medicine
down his throat."
DOCTOR: "There is a form of treatment that does not require the
physician
to press the patient's chest with his knee. For instance, homeopathy."
MASTER: "There is no fear if a good physician presses the patient's
chest
with his knee.
Like the physicians, there are three classes of religious teachers. The
inferior teacher is content with merely giving spiritual instruction;
he doesn't
bother about the student after that. The mediocre teacher explains the
teaching again and again for the good of the student, that he may
assimilate
it; he persuades the student through love and kindness to follow it.
But the
superior teacher uses force, if necessary, on the stubborn student.
(To the doctor) "The renunciation of 'woman and
gold' is meant for the
sannyasi. He must not look even at the picture of a woman. Do you know
what a woman is to a man? She is like spiced pickle. The very thought
of
pickle brings water to the tongue; it doesn't have to be brought near
the tongue.
"But this renunciation is not meant for householders like you. It is
meant
only for sannyasis. You may live among women, as far as possible in a
spirit
of detachment. Now and then you must retire into solitude and think of
God.
Women must not be allowed there. You can lead an unattached life to a
great
extent if you have faith in God and love for Him. After the birth of
one or
two children a married couple should live as brother and sister. They
should
then constantly pray to God that their minds may not run after sense
pleasures
any more and that they may not have any more children."
GIRISH (to the doctor, with a smile): "You have
already spent three or
four hours here. What about your patients?"
DOCTOR: "Well, my practice and patients! I shall lose everything on
account of your paramahamsa!" (All laugh.)
MASTER: "There is a river called the 'Karmanasa'.
(Literally, "destroyer of duties.") It is very dangerous to
dive into that river. If a man plunges into its waters he cannot
perform any
more action. It puts an end to his duties." (All laugh.)
DOCTOR (to Girish, M., and the other devotees): "My
friends, consider
me as one of you. I am not saying this as a physician. But if you think
of me as your own, then I am yours."
MASTER (to the doctor): "There is such a thing as
love for love's sake.
It is very good if one can grow such love. Prahlada loved God for the
sake
of love. A devotee like Prahlada says: 'O God, I do not want wealth,
fame,
creature comforts, or any such thing. Please grant me the boon that I
may
have genuine love for Thy Lotus Feet.'"
DOCTOR: "You are right, sir. I have seen people bowing down before the
image of Kali. They seek worldly objects from the Goddess, such as a
job,
the healing of disease, and so forth.
(To the Master) "The illness you are suffering from
does not permit the
patient to talk with people. But my case is an exception. You may talk
with
me when I am here." (All laugh.)
MASTER: "Please cure my illness. I cannot chant the name and glories of
God."
DOCTOR: "Meditation is enough."
MASTER: "What do you mean? Why should I lead a monotonous life? I
enjoy my fish in a variety of dishes: curried fish, fried fish, pickled
fish, and
so forth! Sometimes I worship God with rituals, sometimes I repeat His
name,
sometimes I meditate on Him, sometimes I sing His name and glories,
sometimes I dance in His name."
DOCTOR: "Neither am I monotonous."
MASTER: "Your son Amrita does not believe in the Incarnation of God.
What is the harm in that? One realizes God even if one believes Him to
be
formless. One also realizes God if one believes that God has form. Two
things are necessary for the realization of God: faith and
self-surrender. Man
is ignorant by nature. Errors are natural to him. Can a one-seer pot
hold
four seers of milk? Whatever path you may follow, you must pray to God
with a restless heart. He is the Ruler of the soul within. He will
surely
listen to your prayer if it is sincere. Whether you follow the ideal of
the
Personal God or that of the Impersonal Truth, you will realize God
alone,
provided you are restless for Him. A cake with icing tastes sweet
whether
you eat it straight or sidewise.
"Your son Amrita is a nice boy."
DOCTOR: "He is your disciple."
MASTER (with a smile): "There is not a fellow under
the sun who is my
disciple. On the contrary, I am everybody's disciple. All are the
children of
God. All are His servants. I too am a child of God. I too am His
servant.
'Uncle Moon' is every child's uncle!"