Disciple: Mother,we have found you, so we are protected.
Mother: Why do you worry, child? The thought of you all comes to my mind very often. I do remember you all very much.
Another time when the Holy Mother was at the Koalpara Math, I said to her, "Mother,I am hardly able to do any spiritual practice."
Mother gave me courage as well as assurance saying, " You need not do anything special. I shall do the needful for you."
Astonished at this, I asked, "Shall I have to do no spiritual practice?"
Mother: None.
Disciple: Will my future progress not depend on my own deeds henceforth?
Mother: No, what will you do? I shall do, whatever is necessary.
I was struck dumb by this unrestricted grace of the Holy Mother. The talk next drifted to the pain in her legs. I asked, Mother, I have heard that you suffer only when certain persons touch your feet."
Mother: Yes, son, the touch of some persons makes the body cool; but the touch of some others feels like the sting of a wasp. But I never give expression to this experience.
Now I began to brood whether I belonged to the group of 'wasps'. The Mother, as if she was indwelling my mind, said instantly," Son, you are not one of them."
About a month later during the holidays of the Car Festival, I visited Koalpara once again. On the day of the Car Festival I had the following conversation with the Holy Mother.
Disciple: Mother, my strength and hope spring from the grace I have received from you.
Mother: Why do you worry, child? You have found a place in my mind. Whenever I need anything, your thought comes immediately to my mind. I think, 'There are Indu and others; what's there to worry?' You will not have to do any spiritual discipline. I am doing it for you.
Disciple: Do you do the same for all, who have taken spiritual initiation from you, wherever they be?
Mother: Yes, I do it for all of them.
Disciple: You have so many children (initiated disciples), Do you remember all of them?
Mother: No, I do not remember everyone of them.