AT RAM'S HOUSE
Nitya and Lila — The seed of bhakti cannot be destroyed — Reality
includes both Absolute and universe — Futility of mere scholarship —
Advice to the worldly — The real teacher — Go beyond knowledge
and ignorance — Nature of the worldly — Master's adherence to truth —
Divine Incarnation — Master reprimands Captain — Significance of
Radhika — Master's boyhood reminiscences — Magician and his magic
— Harmless ego — "Wicked ego" must be killed — Signs of God-realization
— Man's peace in God — Sincere yearning enables one to realize
God — Advice to householders.
Saturday, May 25, 1885
SRI RAMAKRISHNA was sitting in the drawing-room on the ground
Ram's house. He was surrounded by devotees and was conversing with
them. Mahima sat in front of him, M. to his left. Paltu, Bhavanath,
Nityagopal, Haramohan, and a few others sat around him. It was about
five o'clock in the afternoon. The Master inquired after several
MASTER (to M.): "Hasn't the younger Naren arrived
Presently the younger Naren entered the room.
MASTER: "What about him?"
M: "Who, sir?"
MASTER: "Kishori. Isn't Girish Ghosh coming? What about Narendra?"
A few minutes later Narendra arrived and saluted Sri Ramakrishna.
MASTER (to the devotees): "It would be fine if Kedar
were here. He
agrees with Girish. (To Mahima, smiling) He says the
Ram had arranged the kirtan. With folded hands the musician said to
Sri Ramakrishna, "Sir, I can begin if you give the order."
The Master drank some water and chewed spices from a small bag. He
asked M. to close the bag.
The musician started the kirtan. As Sri Ramakrishna heard the sound
of the drum he went into an ecstatic mood. While listening to the
of the kirtan he plunged into deep samadhi. He placed his legs on the
of Nityagopal, who was sitting near him. The devotee, too, was in an
ecstatic mood. He was weeping. The other devotees looked on intently.
Regaining partial consciousness, Sri Ramakrishna said: "From the Nitya
to the Lila and from the Lila to the Nitya. (To Nityagopal)
What is your ideal?"
NITYAGOPAL: "Both are good."
Sri Ramakrishna closed his eyes and said: "Is it only this? Does God
only when the eyes are closed; and cease to exist when the eyes are
The Lila belongs to Him to whom the Nitya belongs, and the Nitya
to Him to whom the Lila belongs. (To Mahima) My dear
sir, let me tell you —"
MAHIMA: "Revered sir, both are according to the will of God."
MASTER: "Some people climb the seven floors of a building and cannot
get down; but some climb up and then, at will, visit the lower floors.
"Uddhava said to the gopis: 'He whom you address as your Krishna dwells
in all beings. It is He alone who has become the universe and its
"Therefore I say, does a man meditate on God only when his eyes are
closed? Doesn't he see anything of God when his eyes are open?"
MAHIMA: "I have a question to ask, sir. A lover of God needs Nirvana2
some time or other, doesn't he?"
MASTER: "It can't be said that bhaktas need Nirvana. According to some
schools there is an eternal Krishna and there are also His eternal
Krishna is Spirit embodied, and His Abode also is Spirit embodied.
is eternal and the devotees also are eternal. Krishna and the devotees
like the moon and the stars — always near each other. You yourself
'What need is there of penance if God is seen within and without?'
I have told you that the devotee who is born with an element of Vishnu
cannot altogether get rid of bhakti. Once I fell into the clutches of a
who made me listen to Vedanta for eleven months. But he couldn't
destroy the seed of bhakti in me. No matter where my mind wandered,
it would come back to the Divine Mother. Whenever I sang of Her,
Nangta would weep and say, 'Ah! What is this?' You see, he was such a
jnani and still he wept. (To the younger Naren and the others)
the popular saying that if a man drinks the juice of the alekh creeper,
grows inside his stomach. Once the seed of bhakti is sown, the effect
inevitable: it will gradually grow into a tree with flowers and fruits.
"You may reason and argue a thousand times, but if you have the seed
of bhakti within you, you will surely come back to Hari."
The devotees listened silently to the Master. Sri Ramakrishna asked
Mahima, laughing, "What is the thing you enjoy most?"
MAHIMA (smiling): "Nothing, sir. I like mangoes."
MASTER (smiling): "All by yourself? Or do you want
to share them with others?"
MAHIMA (smiling): "I am not so anxious to give
others a share. I may
as well eat them all by myself."
MASTER: "But do you know my attitude? I accept both, the Nitya and
the Lila. Doesn't God exist if one looks around with eyes open? After
Him, one knows that He is both the Absolute and the universe. It is He
who is the Indivisible Satchidananda. Again, it is He who has become
universe and its living beings.
"One needs sadhana. Mere study of the scriptures will not do. I noticed
that though Vidyasagar had no doubt read a great deal, he had not
what was inside him; he was satisfied with helping boys get their
but had not tasted the Bliss of God. What will mere study accomplish?
little one assimilates! The almanac may forecast twenty measures of
but you don't get a drop by squeezing its pages."
MAHIMA: "We have so many duties in the world. Where is the time for
MASTER: Why should you say such a thing? It is you who describe the
world as illusory, like a dream.
"Rama and Lakshmana wanted to go to Ceylon. But the ocean was before
them. Lakshmana was angry. Taking his bow and arrow, he said: 'I shall
kill Varuna. This ocean prevents our going to Ceylon.' Rama explained
matter to him, saying: 'Lakshmana, all that you are seeing is unreal,
dream. The ocean is unreal. Your anger is also unreal. It is equally
to think of destroying one unreal thing by means of another.'"
Mahimacharan kept quiet. He had many duties in the world. He had
lately started a school to help others.
MASTER (to Mahima): "Sambhu once said to me: 'I have
some money. It
is my desire to spend it for good works — for schools and dispensaries,
and so forth.' I said to him: 'It will be good if you can do these
works in a
selfless spirit. But it is extremely difficult to perform unselfish
for fruit comes from nobody knows where. Let me ask you something.
God appears before you; will you pray to Him, then, for such things
as schools and dispensaries and hospitals?'"
A DEVOTEE: "Sir, what is the way for worldly people?"
MASTER: "The company of holy men. Worldly people should listen to
spiritual talk. They are in a state of madness, intoxicated with 'woman
gold'. A drunkard should be given rice-water as an antidote. Drinking
slowly, he gradually recovers his normal consciousness.
"A worldly person should also receive instructions from a sadguru, a
teacher. Such a teacher has certain signs. You should hear about
only from a man who has been to Benares and seen it. Mere book-learning
will not do. One should not receive instruction from a pundit who has
realized the world to be unreal. Only if a pundit has discrimination
renunciation is he entitled to instruct.
"Samadhyayi remarked that God was dry. Think of his speaking like that
of Him who is the embodiment of sweetness! It sounds like the remark,
uncle's cow-shed is full of horses.' (All laugh.)
"Yes, a worldly person is in a state of intoxication. He always says to
himself: 'It is I who am doing everything. All these — the house and
— are mine.' Baring his teeth, he says: 'What will happen to my wife
children without me? How will they get along? Who will look after my
wife and children?' Rakhal said one day, 'What will happen to my wife?'"
HARAMOHAN: "Did Rakhal say that?"
MASTER: "What else could he do? He who has knowledge has ignorance
also. 'How amazing!' Lakshmana said to Rama. 'Even a sage like
stricken with grief because of the death of his sons!' 'Brother,'
'he who has knowledge has ignorance also. Therefore go beyond both
knowledge and ignorance.'
"Suppose a thorn has pierced a man's foot. He picks another thorn to
out the first one. After extracting the first thorn with the help of
he throws both away. One should use the thorn of knowledge to pull out
the thorn of ignorance. Then one throws away both the thorns, knowledge
and ignorance, and attains vijnana. What is vijnana? It is to know God
distinctly by realizing His existence through an intuitive experience
speak to Him intimately. That is why Sri Krishna said to Arjuna, 'Go
beyond the three gunas.'
"In order to attain vijnana one has to accept the help of vidyamaya.
Vidyamaya includes discrimination — that is to say, God is real and the
illusory — and dispassion, and also chanting God's name and glories,
meditation, the company of holy persons, prayer, and so forth.
Vidyamaya may be
likened to the last few steps before the roof. Next is the roof, the
realization of God.
"Worldly people are in a state of chronic intoxication — mad with
and gold'; they are insensible to spiritual ideas. That is why I love
youngsters not yet stained by 'woman and gold'. They are 'good
and may become useful in God's work. But as for worldly people, you
almost everything while trying to eliminate the worthless stuff in
They are like bony fish — almost all bones and very little meat.
"Worldly people are like mangoes struck by hail. If you want to offer
to God you have to purify them by sprinkling them with Ganges water.
Even then they are seldom used in the temple worship. If you are to use
at all, you have to apply Brahmajnana, that is to say, you have to
yourself that it is God alone who has become everything."
A Theosophist gentleman arrived with Aswini Kumar Dutta and the son
of Behari Bhaduri. The Mukherji brothers entered the room and saluted
Sri Ramakrishna. Arrangements were being made for devotional music in
the courtyard. At the first beat of the drum the Master left the room
went there. The devotees followed him.
Bhavanath introduced Aswini to the Master. The Master introduced him
to M. Aswini and M. were talking together when Narendra arrived. Sri
Ramakrishna said to Aswini, "This is Narendra."
Saturday, June 13, 1885
About three o'clock in the afternoon Sri Ramakrishna was resting in his
room after the midday meal. A pundit was sitting on a mat on the floor.
Near the north door of the room stood a brahmin woman who had recently
lost her only daughter and was stricken with grief. Kishori, too, was
room. M. arrived and saluted the Master. He was accompanied by Dwija
a few other devotees.
Sri Ramakrishna was not well. He had been suffering from an inflamed
throat. These were the hot days of summer. M. was not keeping well
and of late he had not been able to visit Sri Ramakrishna frequently.
MASTER (to M
.): "How are you? It is nice to see you.
The bel-fruit you
sent me was very good."
M: "I am slightly better now, sir."
MASTER: "It is very hot. Take a little ice now and then. I have been
feeling the heat very much myself; so I ate a great deal of ice-cream.
why I have this sore throat. The saliva smells very bad.
"I have said to the Divine Mother: 'Mother, make me well. I shall not
eat ice-cream any more.' Next I said to Her that I wouldn't eat ice
Since I have given my word to the Mother, I shall certainly not eat
things. But sometimes I become forgetful. Once I said that I wouldn't
fish on Sundays; but one Sunday I forgot and ate fish. But I cannot
consciously go back on my word. The other day I asked a devotee to
water-jug to the pine-grove. As he had to go elsewhere, another man
the jug. But I couldn't use that water. I was helpless. I waited there
the first man brought water for me.
"When I renounced everything with an offering of flowers at the Lotus
Feet of the Mother, I said: 'Here, Mother, take Thy holiness, take Thy
unholiness. Here, Mother, take Thy dharma, take Thy adharma. Here,
Mother, take Thy sin, take Thy virtue. Here, Mother, take Thy good,
Thy evil. And give me only pure bhakti.' But I could not say, 'Here,
take Thy truth, take Thy falsehood.'"
A devotee had brought some ice. Again and again the Master asked M.,
"Shall I eat it?"
M. said humbly, "Please don't eat it without consulting the Mother."
Sri Ramakrishna could not take-the ice.
MASTER: "It is the bhakta, and not the jnani, who discriminates between
holiness and unholiness. Vijay's mother-in-law said to me: 'How little
achieved of my spiritual ideal! I cannot take food from everybody.' I
her: 'Is eating everybody's food a sign of jnana? A dog eats anything
everything. Does that make it a jnani?'
.) "Why do I eat a variety of dishes? In order
not to become
monotonous. Otherwise I should have to renounce the devotees.
"I said to Keshab: 'If I instruct you from a still higher standpoint,
you won't be able to preserve your organization. In the state of jnana
organizations and things, like that become unreal, like a dream.'
"One time I gave up fish. At first I suffered from it; afterwards it
bother me much. If someone burns up a bird's nest, the bird flies
takes shelter in the sky. If a man truly realizes that the body and the
are unreal, then his soul attains samadhi.
"Formerly I had the state of mind of a jnani: I couldn't enjoy the
of men. I would hear that a jnani or a bhakta lived at a certain place;
a few days later, I would learn that he was dead. Everything seemed to
impermanent; so I couldn't enjoy people's company. Later the Mother
brought my mind down to a lower plane; She so changed my mind that I
could enjoy love of God and His devotees."
Next the Master began to talk about Divine Incarnation.
MASTER (to M
.): "Do you know why God incarnates
Himself as a man?
It is because through a human body one can hear His words. He sports
through it. He tastes divine bliss through a human body. But through
other devotees God manifests only a small part of Himself. A devotee is
something you get a little juice from after much sucking — like a
get a drop of honey from after much sucking. (To M
Do you understand this?"
M: "Yes, sir. Very well."
Sri Ramakrishna began to talk to Dwija, who was about sixteen years
old. His father had married a second time. Dwija often accompanied M.
Dakshineswar, and Sri Ramakrishna was fond of him. The boy said that
father opposed his coming to Dakshineswar.
MASTER: "And your brothers too? Do they speak slightingly of me?"
Dwija did not answer.
M. (to the Master
): "Those who speak slightingly of
you will be cured
of it after getting a few more blows from the world."
MASTER (referring to Dwija's brothers
): "They live
step-mother. So they are getting blows."
All were silent a moment.
MASTER (to M
.): "Introduce Dwija to Purna some time."
M: "Yes, I shall. (To Dwija
) Go to Panihati."
MASTER: "I am asking everyone to send people to Panihati. (To M
Won't you go?"
Sri Ramakrishna intended to visit the religious festival at Panihati;
was asking the devotees to go too.
M: "Yes, sir, I want to go."
MASTER: "We shall engage a big boat; then it won't toss about. Will
Girish Ghosh be there?"
Sri Ramakrishna looked steadily at Dwija.
MASTER: "Well, there are so many youngsters in the city; why does this
boy come here? (To M
.) Tell me what you think.
Certainly he has inherited
some good tendencies from his previous birth."
M: "Undoubtedly, sir."
MASTER: "There is such a thing as inborn tendencies. When a man has
performed many good actions in his previous births, in the final birth
becomes guileless. In the final birth he acts somewhat like a madcap.
"To tell you the truth, everything happens by God's will. When He says
'Yea', everything comes to pass, and when He says 'Nay', everything
to a standstill.
"Why is it that one man should not bless another? Because nothing can
happen by man's will: things come to pass or disappear by God's will.
"The other day I went to Captain's house. I saw some young boys going
along the road. They belong to a different class. I saw one of them,
nineteen or twenty years old, with his hair parted on the side. He was
whistling as he walked along.
"I see some immersed in the thickest tamas. They play the flute and are
proud of it.
) "Why should a man of Knowledge be afraid
His understanding is as immovable as the anvil in a blacksmith s shop.
from the hammer fall continually on the anvil but cannot affect it in
"I saw X —'s father going along the street."
M; "He is a very artless man."
MASTER: "But he has red eyes."
Sri Ramakrishna told the devotees about his visit to Captain's house.
Captain had criticized the young men who visited the Master. Perhaps
had poisoned his mind.
MASTER: "I was talking to Captain. I said: 'Nothing exists except
and Prakriti. Narada said to Rama, "O Rama, all the men You see are
of Yourself, and all the women are parts of Sita."'
"Captain was highly pleased. He said: 'You alone have the right
All men are really Rama, being parts of Rama; all women are really
Sita, being parts of Sita.'
"Immediately after saying this he began to criticize the young
He said: 'They study English books and don't discriminate about their
It is not good that they should visit you frequently. It may do you
Hazra is a real man, a grand fellow. Don't allow those young people to
you so much.' At first I said, 'What can I do if they come?' Then I
him some mortal blows. His daughter laughed. I said to him: 'God is
far away from the worldly-minded. But God is very near the man — nay,
within a distance, of three cubits — whose mind is free from
Speaking of Rakhal, Captain said, 'He eats with all sorts of people.'
Perhaps he had heard it from Hazra. Thereupon I said to him: 'A man may
practise intense austerity and japa, but he won't achieve anything if
mind dwells on the world. But blessed is the man who keeps his mind on
God even though he eats pork. He will certainly realize God in due
Hazra, with all his austerity and japa, doesn't allow an opportunity to
by for earning money as a broker.'
"'Yes, yes!' said Captain. 'You are right.' I said to him further, 'A
minutes ago you said that all men were parts of Rama and all women
of Sita, and now you are talking like this!'
"Captain said: 'Yes, that's true. But you don't love everybody.'
"I said: 'According to the scriptures, water is God. We see water
everywhere. But some water we drink, some we bathe in, and some we use
washing dirty things. Here sit your wife and daughter. I see them as
embodiments of the Blessed Mother.'
"Thereupon Captain said, 'Yes, yes! That's true.' He wanted to
by touching my feet."
After speaking thus, Sri Ramakrishna laughed. Then he began to tell of
Captain's many virtues.
MASTER: "Captain has many virtues. Every day he attends, to his
devotions. He himself performs the worship of the Family Deity. How
mantras he recites while bathing the image! He is a great ritualist. He
performs his daily devotions, such as worship, japa, arati, recital of
scriptures, and chanting of hymns.
"I scolded Captain and said: 'Too much reading has spoiled you. Don't
read any more.'
"About my own spiritual state Captain said, 'Your soul, like a bird, is
to fly.' There are two entities: jivatma, the embodied soul, and
the Supreme Soul. The embodied soul is the bird. The Supreme Soul is
the akasa; it is the Chidakasa, the akasa of Consciousness. Captain
'Your embodied soul flies into the akasa of Consciousness. Thus you go
) "He criticized the Bengalis. He said: The
Bengalis are fools.
They have a gem (Sri Ramakrishna.) near them, but they cannot recognize
"Captain's father was a great devotee. He was a subeder in the English
army. Even on the battle-field he would perform his worship at the
time. With one hand he would worship Siva and with the other he
would wield his gun and sword.
.) "But Captain is engaged in worldly duties
day and night.
Whenever I go to his house I see him surrounded by his wife and
Besides, his men bring him their account books now and then. But at
mind dwells on God also. It is like the case of a typhoid patient who
always in a delirium. Now and then he gets a flash of consciousness and
cries out: 'I want a drink of water! I want a drink of water!' But
are giving him the water, he becomes unconscious again and is not aware
anything. I said to Captain, 'You are a ritualist.' He said: 'Yes, I
happy while performing worship and things like that. Worldly people
no other way.'
"I said to him: 'But must one perform formal worship for ever? How long
does a bee buzz about? As long as it hasn't lighted on a flower. While
sipping honey it doesn't buzz.' 'But', he said, 'can we, like you, give
and other rituals?' Yet he doesn't always say the same thing. Sometimes
says that all this is inert, sometimes that all this is conscious. I
say: 'What do
you mean by inert? Everything is Chaitanya, Consciousness.'"
Sri Ramakrishna asked M. about Purna.
MASTER: "If I see Purna once more, then my longing for him will
diminish. How intelligent he is! His mind is much drawn to me. He says,
feel a strange sensation in my heart for you.' (To M
They have taken him
away from your school. Will that harm you?"
M: "If Vidyasagar (The founder of the school.) tells me that Purna's
relatives have taken him away from the school on my account, I have an
explanation to give him."
MASTER: "What will you say?"
M: "I shall say that one thinks of God in holy company. That is by no
means bad. Further, I shall tell him that the text-books prescribed by
school authorities say that one should love God with all one's soul." (The
MASTER: "At Captain's house I sent for the younger Naren. I said to
Where is your house? I want to see it.' 'Please do come', he said. But
became nervous as we were going there, lest his father should know
it" (All laugh
(To a visitor
) "You haven't been here for a long
time — about seven or
VISITOR: "About a year, sir."
MASTER: "Another gentleman used to come with you."
VISITOR: "Yes, sir. Nilmani Babu."
MASTER: "Why doesn't he come any more? Ask him to come some time. I
want to see him. Who is this boy with you?"
VISITOR: "He comes from Assam."
MASTER: "Where is Assam? In which direction?"
Dwija spoke to the Master about Ashu. Ashu's father was arranging for
his marriage, but Ashu had no wish to marry.
MASTER: "See, he doesn't want to marry. They are forcing him."
Sri Ramakrishna said to a devotee that he should show respect to his
brother. He said: "The elder brother is like one's father. Respect him."
A pundit was sitting with the devotees. He came from upper India.
MASTER (smiling, to M
.): "The pundit is a great
student of the Bhagavata
M. and the devotees looked at the pundit.
MASTER (to the pundit
): "Well, sir, what is
The pundit gave some sort of explanation.
MASTER: "Why isn't Radhika called Yogamaya?"
The pundit also answered this question after a fashion.
MASTER: "Radhika is full of unmixed sattva, the embodiment of prema.
Yogamaya contains all the three gunas — sattva, rajas, and tamas; but
Radhika has nothing but pure sattva.
.) "Narendra now respects Radhika very much. He
says that if
anyone wants to know how to love Satchidananda, he can learn it from
"Satchidananda wanted to taste divine bliss for Itself. That is why It
created Radhika. She was created from the person of Satchidananda
Satchidananda Krishna is the 'container', and He Himself, in the form
Radhika, is the 'contained'. He manifested Himself in that way in order
to taste His own bliss, that is to say, in order to experience divine
"Therefore it is written in the Vaishnava books that after her birth
Radhika did not open her eyes. The idea is that she did not wish to see
human being. Yasoda came with Krishna in her arms to see Radhika. Only
then did she open her eyes, to behold Krishna. In a playful mood
touched her eyes. (To the Assamese boy
) Haven't you
seen this? Small
children touch others' eyes with their hands."
The pundit was about to take leave of Sri Ramakrishna.
PUNDIT : "I must go home."
): "Have you earned anything?"
PUNDIT: "The market is very dull. I've earned nothing."
A few minutes later he saluted the Master and departed.
MASTER (to M
.): "You see how great the difference is
people and the youngsters? This pundit has been worrying about money
day and night. He has come to Calcutta to earn money; otherwise his
at home will have nothing to eat. So he has to knock at different
When will he concentrate his mind on God? But the youngsters are
untouched by 'woman and gold'; hence they can direct their mind to God
whenever they desire.
"The youngsters do not enjoy worldly people's company. Rakhal used to
say, 'I feel nervous at the sight of the worldly-minded.' When I was
beginning to have spiritual experiences, I used to shut the doors of my
when I saw worldly people coming.
"As a boy, at Kamarpukur, I loved Ram Mallick dearly. But afterwards,
when he came here, I couldn't even touch him. Ram Mallick and I were
great friends during our boyhood. We were together day and night; we
slept together. At that time I was sixteen or seventeen years old.
used to say, 'If one of them were a woman they would marry each other.'
Both of us used to play at his house. I remember those days very well.
relatives used to come riding in palanquins. Now he has a shop at
I sent for him many a time; he came here the other day and spent two
Ram said he had no children; he brought up his nephew, but the boy
He told me this with a sigh; his eyes were filled with tears; he was
grief-stricken for his nephew. He said further that since they had no
their own, all his wife's affection had been turned to the nephew. She
completely overwhelmed with grief. Ram said to her: 'You are crazy.
will you gain by grieving? Do you want to go to Benares?' You see, he
his wife crazy. Grief for the boy totally 'diluted' him. I found he had
stuff in him. I couldn't touch him."
The brahmin lady still stood near the north door. She was a widow. Her
only daughter had been married to a very aristocratic man, a landlord
Calcutta with the title of Raja. Whenever the daughter visited her she
escorted by liveried footmen. Then the mother's heart swelled with
Just a few days ago the daughter had died, and now she was beside
The brahmin lady listened to the account of Ram Mallick's grief for his
nephew. For the last few days she had been running to the Master from
her home at Baghbazar like an insane person. She was eager to know
Sri Ramakrishna could suggest any remedy for her unquenchable grief.
Ramakrishna resumed the conversation.
MASTER: "A man came here the other day. He sat a few minutes and
then said, 'Let me go and see the "moon-face" of my child.' I couldn't
myself and said: 'So you prefer your son's "moon-face" to God's
Get out, you fool!'
.) "The truth is that God alone is real and all
else unreal. Men,
universe, house, children — all these are like the magic of the
magician strikes his wand and says: 'Come delusion! Come confusion!'
he says to the audience, 'Open the lid of the pot; see the birds fly
sky,' But the magician alone is real and his magic unreal. The unreal
tor a second and then vanishes.
"Siva was seated in Kailas. His companion Nandi was near Him. Suddenly
a terrific noise arose. 'Revered Sir,' asked Nandi, 'what does that
mean?' Siva said: 'Ravana is born. That is its meaning.' A few moments
later another terrific noise was heard. 'Now what is this noise?' Nandi
asked. Siva said with a smile, 'Now Ravana is dead.' Birth and death
like magic: you see the magic for a second and then it disappears. God
is real and all else unreal. Water alone is real; its bubbles appear
disappear. They disappear into the very water from which they rise.
"God is like an ocean, and living beings are its bubbles. They are born
there and they die there. Children are like the few small bubbles
"God alone is real. Make an effort to cultivate love for Him and find
the means to realize Him. What will you gain by grieving?"
All sat in silence. The brahmin lady said, "May I go home now?" The
Master said to her tenderly: "Do you want to go now? It is very hot.
now? You can go later in a carriage with the devotees."
Because the day was so hot, a devotee gave the Master a new fan made
of sandal-wood. He was very much pleased and said: "Good! Good! Om Tat
Sat! Kali!" First he fanned the pictures of the gods and goddesses, and
he fanned himself. He said to M.: "See! Feel the breeze!" M. was highly
Captain arrived with his children.
Sri Ramakrishna said to Kishori, "Please show the temples to the
He began to talk to Captain. M., Dwija, and the other devotees were
on the floor. Sri Ramakrishna was sitting on the small couch, facing
north. He asked Captain to sit in front of him on the same couch.
MASTER: "I was telling the devotees about you — your
devotion, worship, and arati."
): "What do I know of worship and
insignificant I am!"
MASTER: "Only the ego that is attached to 'woman and gold' is harmful.
But the ego that feels it is the servant of God does no harm to
Neither does the ego of a child, which is not under the control of any
One moment children quarrel, and the next moment they are on friendly
terms. One moment they build their toy houses with great care, and
immediately afterwards they knock them down. There is no harm in the
'I-consciousness' that makes one feel oneself to be a child of God or
This ego is really no ego at all. It is like sugar candy, which is not
sweets. Other sweets make one ill; but sugar candy relieves acidity. Or
the case of Om. It is unlike other sounds.
"With this kind of ego one is able to love Satchidananda. It is
to get rid of the ego. Therefore it should be made to feel that it is
of God, His servant. Otherwise, how can one live? How intense was the
love of the gopis for Sri Krishna! (To Captain
Please tell us something
about the gopis. You read the Bhagavata
CAPTAIN: "When Sri Krishna lived at Vrindavan, without any of His
royal splendour, even then the gopis loved Him more than their own
Therefore Sri Krishna said, 'How shall I be able to pay off my debt to
gopis, who surrendered to me their all — their bodies, minds, and
Captain's words awakened intense love for Krishna in the Master's mind.
He exclaimed, "Govinda! Govinda! Govinda!" and was about to go into an
ecstatic mood. Captain was amazed and said: "How blessed he is! How
blessed he is!"
Captain and the devotees watched this love-ecstasy of Sri Ramakrishna.
They sat quietly gazing at him, awaiting his return to the
MASTER: "Tell us more."
CAPTAIN: "Sri Krishna is unattainable by the yogis, by yogis like you;
but He can be attained by lovers like the gopis. How many years did the
yogis practise yoga for His vision! Yet they did not succeed. But the
realized Him with such ease!"
): "Yes, He ate from the. hands of
the gopis, wept for
them, played with them, and made many demands on them."
A DEVOTEE: "Bankim has written a life of Krishna."
MASTER: "He accepts Krishna but not Radhika."
CAPTAIN: "I see he doesn't accept Krishna's lila with the gopis."
MASTER: "I also hear that Bankim says that one needs passions such as
A DEVOTEE: "He has written in his magazine that the purpose of religion
is to give expression to our various faculties: physical, mental, and
CAPTAIN: "I see. He believes that lust and so forth are necessary. But
doesn't believe that Sri Krishna could enjoy His sportive pleasure in
world, that God could incarnate Himself in a human form and sport in
Vrindavan with Radha and the gopis."
): "But these things are not written
in the newspaper.
How could he believe them?
"A man said to his friend, 'Yesterday, as I was passing through a
part of the city, I saw a house fall with a crash.' 'Wait', said the
'Let me look it up in the newspaper.' But this incident wasn't
the paper. Thereupon the man said, 'But the paper doesn't mention it.'
friend replied, 'I saw it with my own eyes.' 'Be that as it may,' said
'I can't believe it as long as it isn't in the paper.'
"How can Bankim believe that God sports about as a man? He doesn't
get it from his English education. It is very hard to explain how God
incarnates Himself as man. Isn't that so? The manifestation of Infinity
this human body only three and a half cubits tall!"
CAPTAIN: "Krishna is God Himself. In describing Him we have to use
such terms as 'whole' and 'part'."
MASTER: "Whole and part are like fire and its sparks. An Incarnation of
God is for the sake of the bhaktas and not of the jnanis. It is said in
that Rama alone is both the
Pervading Spirit and
everything pervaded. 'You are the Supreme Lord distinguished as the
vachaka, the signifying symbol, and the vachya, the object signified.'"
CAPTAIN: "The 'signifying symbol' means the pervader, and the 'object
signified' means the thing pervaded."
MASTER: "The pervader in this case is a finite form. It is God
Himself as a human being."
Sri Ramakrishna was talking thus to Captain and the devotees when
Jaygopal Sen and Trailokya of the Brahmo Samaj arrived. They saluted
Master and sat down. Sri Ramakrishna looked at Trailokya with a smile
continued the conversation.
MASTER: "It is on account of the ego that one is not able to see God.
front of the door of God's mansion lies the stump of ego. One cannot
the mansion without jumping over the stump.
"There was once a man who had acquired the power to tame ghosts. One
day, at his summons, a ghost appeared. The ghost said: 'Now tell me
you want me to do. The moment you cannot give me any work I shall break
your neck.' The man had many things to accomplish, and he had the ghost
do them all, one by one. At last he could find nothing more for the
to do. 'Now', said the ghost, 'I am going to break your neck.' 'Wait a
said the man. 'I shall return presently.' He ran to his teacher and
'Revered sir, I am in great danger. This is my trouble.' And he told
teacher his trouble and asked, 'What shall I do now?' The teacher said:
this. Tell the ghost to straighten this kinky hair.' The ghost devoted
day and night to straightening the hair. But how could it make a kinky
straight? The hair remained kinky.
"Likewise, the ego seems to vanish this moment, but it reappears the
next. Unless one renounces the ego, one does not receive the grace of
"Suppose there is a feast in a house and the master of the house puts a
man in charge of the stores. As long as the man remains in the
the master doesn't go there; but when of his own will he renounces the
store-room and goes away, then the master locks it and takes charge of
"A guardian is appointed only for a minor. A boy cannot safeguard his
property; therefore the king assumes responsibility for him. God does
take over our responsibilities unless we renounce our ego.
"Once Lakshmi and Narayana were seated in Vaikuntha, when Narayana
suddenly stood up. Lakshmi had been stroking His feet. She said, 'Lord,
where are You going?' Narayana answered: 'One of My devotees is in
danger. I must save him.' With these words He went out. But He came
back immediately. Lakshmi said, 'Lord, why have You returned so soon?'
Narayana smiled and said: 'The devotee was going along the road
overwhelmed with love for Me. Some washermen were drying clothes on the
grass, and the devotee walked over the clothes. At this the washermen
him and were going to beat him with their sticks. So I ran out to
him.' 'But why have You come back?' asked Lakshmi. Narayana laughed
and said: 'I saw the devotee himself picking up a brick to throw at
.) So I came back.'
"I said to Keshab, 'You must renounce your ego.' Keshab replied, 'If I
do, how can I keep my organization together?'
"I said to him: 'How slow you are to understand! I am not asking you to
renounce the "ripe ego", the ego that makes a man feel he is a servant
God or His devotee. Give up the "unripe ego", the ego that creates
to "woman and gold". The ego that makes a man feel he is God's
servant. His child, is the "ripe ego". It doesn't harm one.'"
TRAILOKYA: "It is very difficult to get rid of the ego. People only
they are free from it."
MASTER: "Gauri would not refer to himself as 'I' lest he should feel
egotistic. He would say 'this' instead. I followed his example and
would refer to
myself as 'this' instead of 'I'. Instead of saying, 'I have eaten,' I
'This has eaten.' Mathur noticed it and said one day: 'What is this,
father? Why should you talk that way? Let them talk that way. They have
their egotism. You are free from it; you don't have to talk like them.'
"I said to Keshab, 'Since the ego cannot be given up, let it remain as
servant, the servant of God.' Prahlada had two moods. Sometimes he
feel that he was God. In that mood he would say, Thou art verily I, and
I am verily Thou.' But when he was conscious of his ego, he felt that
was the Master and he was His servant. After a man is firmly
the ideal of 'I am He', he can live as God's servant. He may then think
himself as the servant of God.
) "When a man attains the Knowledge of
Brahman he shows
certain characteristics. The Bhagavata
four of them: the state of a
child, of an inert thing, of a madman, and of a ghoul. Sometimes the
of Brahman acts like a five-year-old child. Sometimes he acts like a
Sometimes he remains like an inert thing. In this state he cannot work;
renounces all action. You may say that jnanis like Janaka were active.
truth is that people in olden times gave responsibility to their
officers and thus freed themselves from worry. Further, at that time
possessed intense faith."
Sri Ramakrishna began to speak about the renunciation of action. But he
also said that those who felt they must do their duties should do them
in a detached spirit.
MASTER: "After attaining Knowledge one cannot do much work."
TRAILOKYA: "Why so, sir? Pavhari Baba was a great yogi and yet he
reconciled people's quarrels, even lawsuits."
MASTER: "Yes, yes. That's true. Dr. Durgacharan was a great drunkard.
He used to drink twenty-four hours a day. But he was precise in his
he did not make any mistake in treating his patients. There is no harm
doing work after the attainment of bhakti. But it is very hard. One
needs intense tapasya.
"It is God who does everything. We are His instruments. Some Sikhs
said to me in front of the Kali temple, 'God is compassionate.' I said,
whom is He compassionate?' 'Why, revered sir, to all of us', said the
said: 'We are His children. Does compassion to one's own children mean
much? A father must look after his children; or do you expect the
of the neighbourhood to bring them up?' Well, won't those who say that
God is compassionate ever understand that we are God's children and not
CAPTAIN: "You are right. They don't regard God as their own."
MASTER: "Should we not, then, address God as compassionate? Of course
we should, as long as we practise sadhana. After realizing God, one
feels that God is our Father or Mother. As long as we have not realized
God, we feel that we are far away from Him, children of someone else.
"During the stage of sadhana one should describe God by all His
One day Hazra said to Narendra: 'God is Infinity. Infinite is His
splendour. Do you think He will accept your offerings of sweets and
or listen to your music? This is a mistaken notion of yours.' Narendra
once sank ten fathoms. So I said to Hazra, 'You villain! Where will
youngsters be if you talk to them like that?' How can a man live if he
up devotion? No doubt God has infinite splendour; yet He is under the
control of His devotees. A rich man's gate-keeper comes to the parlour
where his master is seated with his friends. He stands on one side of
room. In his hand he has something covered with a cloth. He is very
The master asks him, 'Well, gate-keeper, what have you in your
hand?' Very hesitantly the servant takes out a custard-apple from under
cover, places it in front of his master, and says, 'Sir, it is my
desire that you
should eat this.' The Master is impressed by his servant's devotion.
great love he takes the fruit in his hand and says: 'Ah! This is a very
custard-apple. Where did you pick it? You must have taken a great deal
trouble to get it.'
"God is under the control of His devotees. King Duryodhana was very
attentive to Krishna and said to Him, 'Please have your meal here.' But
Lord went to Vidura's hut. He is very fond of His devotees. He ate
simple rice and greens as if they were celestial food.
"Sometimes a perfect jnani behaves like a ghoul. He does not
about food and drink, holiness and unholiness. A perfect knower of God
and a perfect idiot have the same outer signs. A perfect jnani perhaps
not utter the mantras while bathing in the Ganges. While worshipping
perhaps he offers all the flowers together at His feet. He doesn't
mantras, nor does he observe the rituals.
"A man cannot renounce action as long as he desires worldly enjoyment.
As long as one cherishes a desire for enjoyment, one performs action.
"A bird sat absent-mindedly on the mast of a ship anchored in the
Slowly the ship sailed out into the ocean. When the bird came to its
it could find no shore in any direction. It flew toward the north
reach land; it went very far and grew very tired but could find no
What could it do? It returned to the ship and sat on the mast. After a
while the bird flew away again, this time toward the east. It couldn't
land in that direction either; everywhere it saw nothing but limitless
Very tired, it again returned to the ship and sat on the mast. After
long while, the bird went toward the south, and then toward the west.
it found no sign of land in any direction, it came back and settled
the mast. It did not leave the mast again, but sat there without making
further effort. It no longer felt restless or worried. Because it was
worry, it made no further effort."
CAPTAIN: "Ah, what an illustration!"
MASTER: "Worldly people wander about to the four quarters of the earth
for the sake of happiness. They don't find it anywhere; they only
tired and weary. When through their attachment to 'woman and gold' they
only suffer misery, they feel an urge toward dispassion and
Most people cannot renounce 'woman and gold' without first enjoying it.
There are two sorts of people: those who stay in one place and those
go about to many places. There are some sadhakas who visit many sacred
places. They cannot settle down in one spot; they must drink the water
many holy places. Thus roaming about, they satisfy their unfulfilled
And at last they build a hut in one place and settle down there. Then,
from worry and effort, they meditate on God.
"But what is there to enjoy in the world? 'Woman and gold'? That is
a momentary pleasure. One moment it exists and the next moment it
"The world is like an overcast sky that steadily pours down rain: the
of the sun is seldom seen. There is mostly suffering in the world. On
of the cloud of 'woman and gold' one cannot see the sun. Some people
me: 'Sir, why has God created such a world? Is there no way out for
say to them: 'Why shouldn't there be a way out? Take shelter with God
and pray to Him with a yearning heart for a favourable wind, that you
have things in your favour. If you call on Him with yearning. He will
listen to you.'
"A man had a son who was on the point of death. In a frenzy he asked
remedies of different people. One of them said: 'Here is a remedy:
must rain when the star Svati is in the ascendant; then some of the
fall into a skull; then a frog must come there to drink the water, and
must chase it; and when the snake is about to bite the frog, the frog
hop away and the poison must fall into the skull. You should give the
patient a little of the poison and rain-water from the skull.' The
out eagerly to find the medicine when the star Svati was in the sky. It
started raining. Fervently he said to God, 'O Lord, please get a skull
me.' Searching here and there, he at last found a skull with rain-water
Again he prayed to God, saying, 'O Lord, I beseech Thee, please help me
find the frog and the snake.' Since he had great longing, he got the
the snake also. In the twinkling of an eye he saw a snake chasing a
and as it was about to bite the frog, its poison fell into the skull.
"If one takes shelter with God and prays to Him with great longing, God
will surely listen; He will certainly make everything favourable."
CAPTAIN: "What an apt illustration!"
MASTER: "Yes, God makes everything favourable. Perhaps the aspirant
doesn't marry. Thus he is able to devote his whole attention to God. Or
perhaps his brothers earn the family's livelihood. Or perhaps a son
on the responsibilities of the family. Then the aspirant will not have
bother about the world; he can give one hundred per cent of his mind to
But one cannot succeed unless one renounces 'woman and gold'. Only by
renunciation is ignorance destroyed. The sun's rays, falling on a lens,
many objects. But if a room is dark inside, you cannot get that result.
must come out of the room to use the lens.
But some people live in the world even after attaining jnana. They see
both what is inside and what is outside the room. The light of God
the world. Therefore with that light they can discriminate between good
and bad, permanent and impermanent. The ignorant, who lead a worldly
without knowing God, are like people living in a house with mud walls.
With the help of a dim light they can see the inside of the house but
nothing more. But those who live in the world after having attained
and realized God, are like people living in a glass house. They see the
inside of the room and also all that is outside. The light from the sun
Knowledge enters strongly into the room. They perceive everything
the room very clearly. They know what is good and what is bad, what is
permanent and what is impermanent.
"God alone is the Doer, and we are all His instruments. Therefore it is
impossible even for a jnani to be egotistic. The writer of a hymn to
felt proud of his achievement; but his pride was dashed to pieces when
bull bared his teeth. He saw that each tooth was a word of the hymn. Do
you understand the meaning of this? These words had existed from the
beginningless past. The writer had only discovered them.
"It is not good to be a guru by profession. One cannot be a teacher
a command from God. He who says he is a guru4
is a man of mean intelligence. Haven't you seen a balance? The lighter
side goes higher. He
who is spiritually higher than others does not consider himself a guru.5
Everyone wants to be a teacher, but a disciple is hard to find."
Trailokya was seated on the floor, to the north of the small couch. He
was going to sing. Sri Ramakrishna said to him, "Ah, how sweetly you
Trailokya sang to the accompaniment of a tanpura:
I have joined my heart to Thee: all that
exists art Thou;
Thee only have I found, for Thou art all that exists.
O Lord, Beloved of my heart! Thou art the Home of all;
Where indeed is the heart in which Thou dost not dwell?
Thou hast entered every heart: all that exists art Thou.
Whether sage or tool, whether Hindu or Mussalman,
Thou makest them as Thou wilt: all that exists art Thou.
Thy presence is everywhere, whether in heaven or in Kaaba;
Before Thee all must bow, for Thou art all that exists.
From earth below to the highest heaven, from heaven to deepest earth,
I see Thee wherever I look: all that exists art Thou.
Pondering, I have understood; I have seen it beyond a doubt;
I find not a single thing that may be compared to Thee.
it has been revealed that Thou art all that exists.
He sang again:
Thou art my All in All, O Lord! — the Life of my life, the Essence of
In the three worlds I have none else but Thee to call my own.
Thou art my peace, my joy, my hope; Thou my support, my wealth, my
Thou art my wisdom and my strength.
Thou art my home, my place of rest; my dearest friend, my next of kin;
My present and my future, Thou; my heaven and my salvation.
Thou art my scriptures, my commandments; Thou art my ever gracious Guru;
Thou the Spring of my boundless bliss.
Thou art the Way, and Thou the Goal; Thou the Adorable One, O Lord!
Thou art the Mother tender-hearted; Thou the chastising Father;
Thou the Creator and Protector; Thou the Helmsman who dost steer
My craft across the sea of life.
While Sri Ramakrishna listened to the songs he was overwhelmed
emotion. Again and again he said: "Ah, Thou art all! Ah me! Ah me!"
The music was over. It was six o'clock in the evening. Sri Ramakrishna
went to the pine-grove, M. accompanying him. Sri Ramakrishna was
and talking. Suddenly he said to M.: "Why haven't you eaten any
refreshments? Why haven't the others eaten either?" He was eager for
devotees to take some refreshments.
Sri Ramakrishna was to go to Calcutta in the evening. While returning
from the pine-grove he said to M., "I don't know who will take me to
Calcutta in his carriage."
It was evening. A lamp was lighted in Sri Ramakrishna's room and
incense was burnt. Lamps also were lighted in the different temples and
buildings. The orchestra was playing in the nahabat. Soon the evening
service would begin in the temples.
Sri Ramakrishna sat on the small couch. After chanting the names of the
different deities, he meditated on the Divine Mother. The evening
was over. Sri Ramakrishna paced the room, now and then talking to the
devotees. He also consulted M. about his going to Calcutta.
Presently Narendra arrived. He was accompanied by Sarat and one or
two other young devotees. They all saluted the Master.'
At the sight of Narendra Sri Ramakrishna's love overflowed. He tenderly
touched Narendra's chin as one touches a baby's to show one's love. He
said in a loving voice, "Ah, you have come!"
The Master was standing in his room, facing the Ganges. Narendra and
his young friends were talking to him, facing the east. The Master
toward M. and said: "Narendra has come. How can I go to Calcutta now?
I sent for Narendra. How can I go now? What do you think?"
M: "As you wish, sir. Let us put it off today."
MASTER: "All right. We shall go tomorrow, either by boat or by
(To the other devotees) It is late. Go home now."
One by one the devotees saluted him and departed.
spoke of Sri Ramakrishna as an Incarnation of God.
or total annihilation of the ego, is the ideal of the jnanis, the
Master was speaking of Totapuri, whom he always referred to as
the "naked one".
word means both "spiritual teacher" and "heaviness".
meaning is that if a man thinks of himself as "guru" he is "heavy" and
down, like the heavier pan of a balance.
author of the song.